frigid bitch

are there Really "nice guys" out there?

I find it kind of hard to believe, and not because of the inherent disconnect between penis and heart, but rather because I have no faith in humanity in general. I understand that there are people out there, women and men alike, that take it upon themselves to treat people like they're one ply toilet paper. So why don't Most men understand that a woman that doesn't immediately tear open their shirts to reveal their heart isn't necessarily a "cold hearted bitch"? Maybe they're just smarter than their more open peers?


anyways.. i don't have enough energy to waste on this anymore.. but i can only say i'm done with men right now.

i kind of..

just laid outside for an hour tonight, pretending i was nowhere.


i wanted the sky to swallow me.